it'll never be~

'sometimes i wish i could live in books, where people mean what they say and happy endings exist', it plays in my mind like zillion times and i really wish it. everybody does want it badly, like really badly. but, living in book or fairy tales with this word, 'they live happily ever after' in it to me seems like living with fast forward button being pushed.

it's true! in a second they're in love, in a minute they are kissing, in a day they're madly in love, in a week they're married and in a year they're a family with kids. it seems fun to have a life without problems or barely had problems in it and live in happy endings, but it's not fun when you think about it again.

problems really colour our life, hard times really burden us but it gives satisfaction when the hard times bring us the good time of it. and life doesn't mean a thing when everything are so perfect and your ending is super fast.

life in fairy tales or book are really short than you can imagine. you can finished it like in a minute, a day, a week or at least a month. but yours aren't one of it. you can never finished telling your life story at anybody because it consist your life time in it.

*okay, i don't know why did i say this but i've watch happy endings like hundreds of it today.