it's annoying~

swearing and cursing is part of me, i could't tear it apart. for heaven sake, you've been given the chance to go that fucking interview that i wasn't chosen. i really want that tesl foundation badly but guess what? i didn't get it. I DIDN'T GET THAT FUCKING INTERVIEW!

well, maybe i'm too stupid for it but that doesn't matter in this case. we are now talking bout the one that are lucky enough to be chosen for the interview. please do care but that interview, don't say that you don't really want it. please do care about your behaviour, don't behave like you aren't one of the human kind. please do care about your appearance, don't go there like you have to.

for god sake, i do admit that i'm super aggrieved that i didn't get the interview. but, i am super duper frustrated when they chose people like you that just pick english for your last resort instead of me that really passionate about it.

i expect that everyone is the most best person that really deserve the chance, but what i saw is frustrating. making fun of english, talking shit stuff bout it, pretending to know the meaning of it. i just can sit among them and read novel while waiting for yukiko. i'm really pissed off when they really don't expect they would be called for the interview as tesl is their last option.

i can just swearing and cursing like hell but that not gonna change any of my destiny. i just can watch the fools have the chance and i just trailing my own path. the one that really drawn for me. god knows the best for sure.